DAy 98: no one told me you could break your own heart.

if a hammer hits something hard enough

its not hard for it to shatter

did you find my limbs underneath your sheets last night love

my torn fingernails from biting them off my hands clean

i shook last night for 6 hours straight waiting for the sun to rise

waiting for the pain to settle

i tried to hold you in my eyelids this morning but you werent keen in staying there

i let you run through me today

ill let you do it again tomorrow

as long as its still you

as long as we are still connected somehow love

i'll cry you every morning noon and night

just to feel you somewhere

just to keep feeling