Friday, February 5, 2010

day 200: as long as it takes

when she left i started using her shampoo
i missed so many things about her
her smell was the only thing i could create on my own
so i spent my evenings tricking myself to sleep
some nights i am dumb enough to think she is laying beside me
i can feel her breath on my neck
i hold myself the way i would imagine she would
the way i remember she did
remind myself every other second that she is coming back
she will be back
she is only over seas
her heart is still in my palm
i can feel it pounding there
and i am only over tired
over worked
over waiting
and yet i am
for her scent
her breath
her love
for that
i will wait as long as it takes

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