DAy 166: segment

It was so much harder and easier than I had imagined. I thought would have cried, and maybe I did, to be honest for the 10 minutes that it took to sum up my entire lifetime into one single story I was completely paralyzed. It felt like an eternity, but I figure the saying that times flies when you are having fun also works in reverse. A part of me felt a sense of relief, as if I had just removed a 20 pound rock off my back. The horrible part is, that rock was probably added to the 20 others Kris had already placed on her own back. I couldn’t help but feel guilty in telling her, because in doing so the obligation that she would feel in taking care of me would just strengthen. I wonder when ill stop holding her back.