Day 31: to my best friend

so i've decided im not done with my 30/30 blog. i want to keep going. it would be really cool to get 100 consecutive post or 365 posts. and we'll see what happened once i get to school and that shit but for the time being. enjoy.

so im leaving today fro columbia

right? right!

whats the point?

i know i should be excited but all i can thing about is drug lords

and poverty

and theft

and a one week premature college goodbye

its been 12 months since the last time we stood here

airport check in tables

where they'll charge you 15$ for a bag

but throw in the tears for freee

i never seem to be able to get through an airport without leaving some sort of mess behind me

i wish i was better at goodbyes

or that i believe "see you later" was a promise

i wish your future was a mirror

something i could see myself in

but the only thing reflect on is our past and the mistakes we've made

when you leave, promise me one thing...

that you'll remember what friendship feels like whole

so when we are halfed we can remember to glue ourselves back

remember to stretch and that reaching isnt as hard as it looks

and that distance is just that space behind our mirrors that no one can really measure

we just know we cant touch it

it cant be held and we fear the unknown

remember what strength feels like

and hpw your heart beats when you are home

and dont forget that staying friends forever only get hard

when you forget how to pick up the phone.